Happy New Year Butterflies,

 

I have missed you all so much and I hope that each of you have been safe and healthy. These times are still very trying, and we will make it through it. I know that 2020 has impacted all of our lives; some worse than others. But no matter what life throws at us, we can do it. When I look back on my year in 2020, it started off with a bang, and I was ready to take this last year by storm.

 

The kickoff of our newest season for the Miss Gay Pennsylvania America pageant, with city prelims and the talent and grace that was being showcased; I was pumped and ready. Unfortunately, it did not end that way. Having everything in a frozen state and just waiting, was so hard for me. It was as if someone pulled the rug from right under my feet. That truly hit me hard. I was not myself; I know that we all can relate to that. I miss performing and seeing you all, but each day gets us all closer to the day that we can get back to how things were. During this very trying year there were many different things that I learned about myself. I have learned that I am stronger than I think I am; I can do anything that I set my mind to. I have my family and friends. I am unstoppable, even when times get hard. I have had many ups and some downs this past year, but they have never stopped me and my vision for what I want to do with my life and for the future. I faced so many obstacles that tried to knock me down; from helping estranged family members seeking greatness within themselves, to getting a new car a week before the pandemic. Then going back to school in the middle of a pandemic and losing some of my closest family members along the way. Even with the rollercoaster of emotions that I have faced, I am grateful for my family and the loved ones in my life that kept me on the right track and empowered me towards greatness.

 

I look forward for this new year to bring some great memories that I can share with all of you. The Miss Gay Pennsylvania America pageant is going to be celebrating their 30th Anniversary this year, which is a little ironic, because I will also celebrate my 30th birthday this year. So, two big moments that again I can’t wait to share with you all. Keep your mind focused and never stop believing in yourself. If you have a dream, go for it. Because you are the only one that writes your own story. We all have choices in our lives, and it is up to you to create your own story and your own happiness. Remember, quality over quantity. If there is anything that 2020 has taught us, it's that people will show their true colors when it's time for survival mode. Stay safe...Stay Beautiful...Stay Humble.

 

With all my love,

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Divinity Cruzz

Miss Gay Pennsylvania America 2019-2020